Saturday, January 18, 2003 :::
I was avoiding you Blog coz I didnt wanna have to relive this... but, one can only run, one cant hide ("whatev") so here goes....
I think,
the icy wind,
rattled my windows three nights back.
Could have been four nights or two,
Could have not been true,
But the shards of glass
that pricked my feet today morning
wept a different tale.
I remember clutching the folds of my blue blanket
below my chin, tight and safe;
I remember putting my last book down,
a broken green spine
and the bedlight washing the green a different shade of yellow;
I remember wishing familiar faces good night,
And the last turns before the outer eye bid bye.
But when I stepped off the bed the next morning,
My toes still cold from the gale that rattled my windows last night,
(Could have been four nights or two,
Though I wish it weren't true.)
My toes reaching for the warm folds of felt slippers,
Glass sliced through my toes,
Spilling red, red pain,
Like the end folds of skin on your toes had been stapled onto nothing.
Ofcourse I jumped, ofcourse I cursed,
Not for long, before I slumped:
For she lay on the floor - slain by the gail that rattled my windows last night.
Her picture shattered, the glass scattered,
covering my stale shirt from the previous day,
and some needles still pinching my skin.
Yet she smiled - the only smile she knows,
As she lay - slain by the gale that rattles me every day.
(The End)
Well, yes, the Julia Roberts picture frame broke. It was sitting on my wall and the wind blew it off.... I dont even know what to say. Im stunned. Just cold. Blue. Like inside a bubble. Coldplay days are in bizarre relevance.
::: posted by Sudhanshu at 10:43 AM
Thursday, January 16, 2003 :::
Things are going fine.. im becoming boring.. actually i hate all of you... come back to ithaca quick... hm. what the heck am i saying anyway? am i high? no. i am not. I have work to do. unlike some of us. BOO :o)
::: posted by Sudhanshu at 1:26 PM
Wednesday, January 15, 2003 :::
hey! today was fun... i just got back from this fancy dinner that we had to conclude the end of training part 1 ... we had to dress all fayncie!! i wore a blazer et all.. watch for fotos tomorrow.. all you IC droogies.. pleaase be back soon.. kill you all .. take care ~sudhanshu/
::: posted by Sudhanshu at 5:25 PM
Tuesday, January 14, 2003 :::
alrighty, another auction for a fone is ending in 8 minutes.. and i need to write this blog before that, get back to the auction and win the damn fone, this time round.. o! btw, I bought this set of Altec Lansing speakers for 63$ + 18$ Shipping... its pretty cool.. it should be here soon.. then i need to hook 'em up to my imaginary music source and I can have some music going!! anyway, training is going fine.. im really excited about my other job with the computer place.. I met the head of ACCS today.. he's really coool// but we never see him at all.. its like he is ALWAYS in his office... my place, the multimedia branch, got a new office done up in the break.. new computers (21" flat panel macs) and carpeting and all that jazz!! yeah!! catch ya, ~me
::: posted by Sudhanshu at 5:39 PM
Monday, January 13, 2003 :::
hm, so im getting sick of ebay.. ive seen that screen and bid on so many things these past hours, i feel like throwing up.. but the show must go on for i havent purchased a fone yet! goodness knows when im going to do that... ah, yesterday i was caught off-guard again.. so we were walking in this group to this guy, Mike's car.. and im thinking.."If I was in Long Island right now, I would probably have yelled Shottie, but then who cares.. these guys are all proper-proper and they'll let me have the front seat if I reach first..." so Im walking along suddenly, Casey, this other RA guy, yells "shotgun". And Im like WHOA! wait a second.. Mike, by then nudges me and goes, "you can blinge him!" ofcourse, I dont know what the hell blinging is, I just scream Blinge all the same.. everybody groans and i sit in the front, smiling, satisfied, knowing perfectly well, I JUST COULDNT HAVE CARED...
alrighty! im here on kiehl's computer.. its getting pretty late.. id really wish i was in my own room right now... sitting here in terrace 2 means i have a long, super-cold walk to rowland due still... boo hoo! i think im going to just sleep here.. but i dont have a comforter, a schedule for tomorrow nothing.. so this is the kind of waste i think of.. work loops around myself.. then im like, ah, its time to go and i get up and leave.. just like that.
PS: apparently, "blinge" is what can cross a "shottie" out.. but it has to be yelled before the "shottie" person touches the car... interesting! did someone say something about being complex creatures? stay posted: coming up tomorrow is a list on the many type of "poopsies" that one could give birth to. its interesting.. wait and watch.. adios!
::: posted by Sudhanshu at 8:40 PM
