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Saturday, February 08, 2003 :::
 
this is more like one of those entires you make just coz you dont wanna miss the day and feel bad tomorrow.. so it ends right here.. having tons of fun watching friends and will and grace.. now im going to go. ~me
PS: hoopsies!

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 5:49 PM


Thursday, February 06, 2003 :::
 
this is just rude, making you read allodisstuff... but i rule your lives so go ahead anyway

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 6:05 PM


 
pronounce huppsies as you would poopsies!

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 6:05 PM


 
ive never written one line posts so i thot that would be a start. huppsies!

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 6:05 PM


 
huppsies! that is just no way to greet anybody.


::: posted by Sudhanshu at 6:04 PM


Wednesday, February 05, 2003 :::
 
Some random fun:
funkeshwar202020: Did you return my book to the library?
CurllyQ205: yup
funkeshwar202020: THANKS A LOT lady
funkeshwar202020: iluvthee
CurllyQ205: of course
CurllyQ205: not a problem
CurllyQ205: alright i NEED to go do some work
funkeshwar202020: from the wisps of the leaves... to the perfume that fills the air, is it not you that has rid life of all despair?
CurllyQ205: :-)
funkeshwar202020: and if to you, o lady, i owe not this life of mine, then who be it that makes all time divine?
funkeshwar202020: wilt thou not just accept it this once, wilt thou not tread on me? for thou hath made all life impossible, impossible to live without the mention of thee
CurllyQ205: oh goodness
funkeshwar202020: (that was all improv btw)
CurllyQ205: you are the best!
funkeshwar202020: (ah-thank-you)[Goldmember style]

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 9:15 PM


 
obscure jokes rock my boat... im kinda happy right now.. i got an invitation for the oracle society.. i dont know what that is but its got something to do with being a top 5% student... they want me to pay 10$ though so Im looking for help here... also apparently im rocking my hollywood and american film class because both my critiques of vertigo and gentleman's agreement got me full credit... considering ive never seen these films, thats amazing.. psps: i screwed up BIG TIME in photography today.. and thats one subject you dont wanna screw up in.. coz every mistake literally COSTS you... and that sux... so anybody who was looking for obscure jokes in this blog, up yours...

now here is a simple joke
Person 1: hey where did you go for thanksgiving?
Me: India


::: posted by Sudhanshu at 2:54 PM


Tuesday, February 04, 2003 :::
 
appreciate the grass, smell the air, make a snow angel, walk slow, eat more, eat better, sleep well or be busy? hmm... but if im not busy im going to think... and i donno how good that is... still thinking.. any suggestions?

PS: did you guys know: im getting a flat nose and big nostrils if I ever have the money for plastic surgery

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 5:38 PM


Monday, February 03, 2003 :::
 
i wonder who reads a resume... so, i have to write one and i cant really make sense of it.. but i gotta do it and i gotta do it so im gonna go do it.. yeah, that makes a lot of sense.. you know what i do a lot? sigh! its nice.. banger says it oxygenates you... so (sigh!) its nice..right now, im in the middle of friends lab 110, and im sighing.. ya, people are looking at me.. and im smiling at them, so they are smiling back.. its a nice infectious sort of a smile... im going to sigh again...

this blog is dark.. and thats cool.. it really is.. back to my resume.. thought next: im wondering if I could cut through someone's head and see the blank thoughts inside.. actually im wondering why i have the time to think that..

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 2:06 PM


Sunday, February 02, 2003 :::
 
im in ithaca again.. jessica is sleeping next to me.. im on the computer keeping watch for the clock.. she said she'd sleep for 10 mins... what the hell ill let her have five minutes more.. terrible isnt it? whatever... so i speak to col on the fone today.. that lady, she's good.. she knows my mind.. she can just say the perfect thing and it all makes sense.. but she is busy all the time.. so im spending all this time alone, discovering myself, writing reams and i donno if its good for me... im feeling more and more detached.. its this light feeling that makes you fly.. makes me wanna hug mama.. but she isnt here... okay! no problem.. she said she would call today.. ive started telling people upfront.. i dont find the sense in avoiding me, and my feelings.. i miss home, and thats really okay. there is no sense in quickening my life to such a pace that nothing makes sense just so i dont miss home..

i like bulb lamps.. right now, there are two bulb lamps in the room, one half open window, one flapping curtain, one comfortably asleep girl and one of me with a milllion thoughts RACING through... thought next: wake jessica.

btw, on the way to ithaca, i heard "leaving on a jet plane" on the radio.. it was amazing.. rewind. thought next: wake jessica.

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 9:01 PM


 
hey.... it just feels like i landed right now but its time to go.. i had a lovely time.. i can remeber some amazing moments.. the thai restaurant, the coffee shop, first hugs, random fights... one day is too short a time to meet anyone, but what the hell.. i got some amazing pictures.... now, i need to get up, have a bath and leave... sit in th edamn car and drive back to my life and the people that held my attention since august... im missing family now, there's no doubt about it, but ill have to make do... so be it! right now, im in one of those examine-your-life moods.. you know what the deal with these moods is? they are always pessimistic.. so the energy of my life, right now, just seems to be based on fake moments and excessive BS that just clouds me and my real needs and wants.... hell yeah, family is important..and i wonder if that stuff about we just live once is true, coz if yes, i am wasting my time doing tons of stuff id rather not do... its at times like these that i hate jessica... she just has this amazing inertia to do just what the heck she wants to do and be comfortable about it..me? im thinking about so many things, im not even sure what i really want...

this feels good. shower time. huggy time. byebye time. huggy time. wear your shoes, pile in the car. drive off. see ya mount holyoke!!! brrrrr, ithaca.........

::: posted by Sudhanshu at 5:21 AM




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